“I’m Sorry fo not being enough”, Ang Naging Mensahe Ni Donnalyn Bartolome Para sa Ex-Boyfriend Ng Buksan sa Publiko ang Tungkol sa Kanyang Naging “Heartbreaks”

Sa unang pagkakaton ay nagbigay ng pagbabahagi ang 26-taong gulang na vlogger na si Donnalyn Bartolome ng pangyayari tungkol sa kanyang naging buhay pag-ibig, kung saan amindao ang dalaga, na ito ay talagang naging isang pribadong parte ng kanyang buhay.

Nakasanayan natin sa mga nakaraang unboxing videos ni Donnalyn Bartolome sa kanyang YouTUbe channel, na ang madlas niyang ibinabahagi rito ay ang kanyang masasayang moments sa pagbubukas niya ng mga regaling kanyang natatatangap sa kanyang kaarawan.




Ngunit sa bagong unboxing video vlogs na ibinahagi ni Donnalyn, nito lamang ika-1 ng Nobyembre, araw ng Linggo kung saan ipinagdiriwang nating lahat ang Araw ng mga Patay, ay isang pribadong pangyayari sa buhay ng aktres ang kanyang binuksan at ibinahagi sa publiko, at ito nga ay ang pagkasawi ng kanyang puso.

Photo credits: Donnalyn Bartolome | Instagram

Sa nasabi ngang video vlogs ni Donnalyn, ay ikinuwento ng vlogger, na siya at ang kanyag halos mag-6 na taon na boyfriend ay naghiwalay na, at ito ay noong nangyari noong mga unang buwan ng taong ito. At upang bigyan ng pribadong buhay ang kanyang dating boyfriend, tulad ng naging pagkapribado ng naging long-term relationship nila ay tinawag na lamang niya itong “D’EX” habang siya ay nagkikwento.

Makikita nga sa Instagram account ni Donnalyn ang kanyang naging post, kung saan ay ibinahagi niya na ito ang kauna-unahang pagkakataon na magbabahagi siya tungkol sa pagkabigo niya sa pag-ibig, na kung saan ay handa na rin siyang buksan ang mga kahon na ibinalik sa kanya ng kanyang dating boyfriend noong araw umano ng mga patay, na ang nilalaman ay mga bagay na nagpapa-alala sa relasyon nila noon. Sa post din na ito ng aktres, ay nagbigay siya ng mensahe para kay D’EX.

“It’s my first time being open about my broken heart by unboxing things my ex returned to me on the day of the dead.. a day for my now seems lifeless heart.

 

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It’s my first time being open about my broken heart by unboxing things my ex returned to me on the day of the dead.. a day for my now seems lifeless heart. to D’ex, though I hope you wait another 6 months before replacing me haha, I still wish you find the right one who can give you everything I can’t. I’m sorry what I could give wasn’t enough. 😔 I’m sorry for not being enough or not being the right one for you. I tried even if it meant I would lose myself.. because the happiness you brought into my life was such a blessing.. I prayed about you everynight, thanking Him for bringing you into my life. Your existence and your love was what helped me keep going when I wanted to give up. That’s why I love you enough to let you go.. I’m sorry for everything and I want you to know I’ve always forgiven you before you said every sorry in our almost 6 years of knowing each other. Always. I now accept that the kind of love I give isn’t right for you.. for us. It might not be the right kind but it’s true. I didn’t know peace would cost this much.. 😔 and I don’t know when I’ll breathe again or when I’ll stop missing you.. or think of you.. all I know is I don’t want to ever see us hurt each other again and though I’m terrified I’ll regret leaving, if it means you’ll find The One I was trying to be for years, then I’ll be bitter and angry hahaha jk. I know I’ll be okay because my love for you is true and true love is when you want the one you love to be happy even if it means it’s not with you. P.S. SO-EN Panties!? Really?? 😒 (Link in bio for the vlog)

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“to D’Ex, though I hope you wait another 6 months before replacing me haha, I still wish you find the right one who can give you everything I can’t. I’m sorry what I could give wasn’t enough. I’m sorry for not being enogh the right one for you. I tried even if it meant I would lose myself.. because the happiness you brought into my life was a such a blessing.. I prayed about you every night, thanking Him for bringing you into my life. Your existence and your love was what helped me keep going when I wanted to give up. That’s why I love you enough to let you go.. I’m sorry for everything and I want you to know I’ve always forgiven you before you said every sorry in our 6 years of knowing each other. Always. I now accept that the kind of love I give isn’t right for you.. for us. It might not be the right kind but it’s true. I didn’t know peace would cost this much.. and I don’t know when I’ll breath again or when I’ll stop missing you.. or think of you.. all I know is I don’t want to ever see us hurt each other again and though I’m terrified I’ll regret leaving, if it means you’ll find The One I was trying to be for years. Then I’ll be bitter and angry hahahaa jk. I know I’ll be okay because my love for you is true and true love is when you want the one you love to be happy even if it means it’s not with you.”

Tunay nga naman na hindi madaling palayain ang isang taong iyong minahal, ngunit kung tunay mo nga itong mahal, kahit masakit at hindi madali ang magpalaya, ito ay iyong nagagawa makita mo lang siyang masaya.




Samantala, ilan nga sa mga bagay na ibinalik ni D’Ex kay Donnalyn, na ibinahagi ng aktres sa kanyang vlog ay iba’t ibang gamit niya, tulad ng kanyang mga personal accessories, damit, ang kanyang lumang laptop, isang Facebook pillow, balloons, at BTS merchandise.

Photo credits: Donnalyn Bartolome | Instagram

Sa pagkakataon ngang ito, habang ibinahagi ang mga ibinalik na gamit ng kanyang ex ay talagang hindi napigilan ng 26-taong gulang na vlogger ang maging emosyonal.

Ibinahagi rin ni Donnalyn na sa halos mag-6 na taon ng kanilang relasyon ng dating nobyo, ay talagang napaka-komplikado nito, ngunit patuloy nilang sinubukan na mag-work ang relationship nila, ngunit lagi lang nila nasasaktan ang isa’t isa.

“……We tried to make it work so hard, but we just ended up hurting each other. And I’m crying right now kasi ako ‘yong nagdesisyon na we can’t do this. We were being unfair to each other.”

Inamin din ng dalaga, na siya ang nakipaghiwalay sa nobyo.